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Christmas Countdown

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I tried to create this on my Apple but no one could view it. I guess I have to create on Windows. Anyway, I know that I misspelled quiet...sorry and probably more words at that. I am not very good at spelling or grammar. I just like to write. I hope that my simple attempts at writing will help you to focus on Jesus. That is my only desire. Leave any comments. There will be updates daily until Christmas. Love Bev

My favorite girl..

I can hardly believe how long it has been since I blogged. So often I think of writing and then something else comes up. I have often heard that we WILL find time for the things we really want to do. Hum, not to sure about that one. I think with me, I have to decide on which thing I want to do. I have so many things that I love to do. I am so grateful that my interest are in many area's. I would have to say that crafts are number one but I have words that I want to say...things I want to remember...always. So this is important to me. I am going to try and make it a habit again. It seems that I am always on a journey and what I have learned that life is truly a journey. We are only here on this earth for a short while. We where with Jesus and God our Father long before we where born into this world. God picked this time for us to be here. He has a purpose for us. It is up to us to find that purpose and to live it. He will help. I feel His presence in my life.
It's something that is in side of me. I have always prayed and I have gotten pretty mad at God because my prayers did not get answered in the ways I thought they should be.
My dad never stopped drinking...he died at age 44. I never really knew him. Love didn't come and love wasn't enough. Two failed marriages. People still did what they wanted to do. I prayed for help. I begged God. Changes did not come quickly and some not at all.
Just very recently I started to pray that the Holy Spirit would help me in everything I say and do for others. That He would have me say what God would want me to say and do. I pray daily that the Holy Spirit will guide me in my words, actions and thoughts. I also ask Mary to pray for me. I need Her to speak to Jesus for me as wife, mother, woman, Nana, sister and friend. Things are happening. No, the people around me are still doing what they do but I'm changing inside. I can see how what I am saying and doing is different. God is with me. He always was. My sins are many but His forgiveness is more. I don't always understand everything, but I pray anyway. I realized that I have to pray. I need it more than God needs me to pray. It is a gift to be able to pray for one another. Please, you may be the only person in someone's life that is talking to God about them. To me that is the greatest gift we can give....
A lot has happen since I last wrote. I will try and do some catching up. I do this for me.
Peace...Bevie