It has been a long time since I blogged. Not sure as to where this is going. I asked Jesus this morning what is my talent? What did Our Father have in mind for me as I was knitted in my mother's womb? I heard blog. Now I know that Jesus did not blog but maybe he is asking me to write. So hear I go. Maybe this was me speaking to me.....only time will tell.
This morning Boundaries is on my mind. I have never had healthy boundaries. I have been pretty much a wide open door or maybe like a swinging door. I have let everyone and everything in. Not all bad but tiring at times!
I am not even to good at setting boundaries for myself. Work has to come first, family and even shopping. I put off me time. I have to get everything else done before I can do something for me. Which doesn't happen to often because there is always something that needs to be done.
Some people seems to know how to balance their life. They don't get the guilties. I was raised that you are the last one. Everything comes before you. Right now I am eating lunch (3:46 pm) while I blog. Then clean the bathroom, sweep dog hair, plant a plant and then take a shower. I want to paint but could I live with myself for being so selfish. After all I don't work outside of the home now. Granddaughter is not here.....and the list goes on and on. Pathetic. I hear that knowing is half the battle.
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